Mean Monica, Angry Angela, and Evil Eileen Get Together for Breakfast!

Hahaha this needs to stop right now. The titles I'm coming up with are so stupid. Anyway, something just crossed my mind. I'm not one to judge (that's a lie), but sometimes I feel like a certain coworker of mine is absolutely, irrevocably, permanently retarded. That was mean but for some reason she gets on my nerves. She says all the wrong crap to me and I get a sudden superiority complex when she's around. Hmmm, Angry Angela/ Mean Monica/ Evil Eileen need to stop. I'm pretty sure its a combination of the three.

Nat

Positive Porshia

Hahaha I fail at coming up with good names. Anyway today was a good day. Actually this whole weekend was quite nice. I loved going the beach today and I had a lot of fun watching Harry Potter yesterday. I am definitley not looking forward to work tomorrow but right now I'm in a really good mood despite the fact that I feel like I'm being ditched and lied to by a certain friend of mine but it's okay because I spent time with people who have time for me. They are my true friends and they're all single like me! Ha! Okay that was probably too much information but I could care less, I'm bitter. So there you have it, an end to a really good day. Now I'm going to watch True Blood!

Nat

iTouch, Harry Potter, and Birthday Wishes

So I'll begin on a happy note because this one's going to end in me griping for a considerable amount of time. First off, I'm blogging on my iTouch which is cool. I feel important haha. Okay that's all I wanted to say about my iPod. Next is Harry Potter. I watched it for the second time with my sister and it was still absolutely lovely! I can't get enough of it. I just want to say I am completely and utterly not ready and not willing to let go of my childhood which has been intertwined with Harry Potter so much. I already miss it and if I want to have a good cry about growing up all I need to do is remember how I felt when I finished the series. That was a sad day to say the least. Um, that wasn't supposed to end so negatively, Harry Potter should always be positive when I talk about it even though I love brooding about the darkness of the series. Okay next subject, my birthday. Haha one thing you need to know is that I'm selfish and I don't try to hide it. I'm already anticipating my 20th (Good GOD!!! 20 is fucking old I feel 15) to be a complete disaster next year just because the general trend that I have identified with my birthdays in the past is that they have become progressively worse. For my 19 I got no presents haha yea...I sort of feel bad for griping now but this whole birthday thing got me thinking. It's not until February so it's safe to say I'm just being uber (Why is uber underlined as if its spelled incorrectly? You can't see it but I can and it bugs) self absorbed right now by even thinking this far ahead but um the whole no gift thing made me think that for my 20 I need a boyfriend because that's the only way I'm going to get a gift out of anybody. This post is probably a really hateful one that will not earn me any admirers haha but admitting your flaws is the first step right?

I wonder if my background looks different on other people's screens because the dimensions for it are specified for my wide screen laptop.

Nat

Aloof

So I was considering ending this blog completely because well Negative Nancy was telling me that I was unoriginal, lacked a voice of my own, and was just plain stupid for even thinking that a blog was going to be a good idea. But I'm disregarding that for now because I'm bored, at work and have nothing better to do. I also feel the need to express what's on my mind whether people want to hear it or not. Anyway, I'm trying to pinpoint how I'm feeling right now and I think I usually do a good job identifying my feelings if I try hard enough. Right now I'm sort of...feeling empty. Not depressed or anything! Just very um, under-stimulated. Maybe I can throw in apathetic too. I find that it is too much effort to keep up certain relationships and if I'm not mistaken, I have a feeling that I'm actually sheltering myself even more than usual. Sort of closing off the rest of the world from myself. I'm not looking for smart-ass advice telling me to go outside, get a life, go to the mall etc. I mean I can do those things and still come back and once I settle in its the same thing all over again. Hmm okay maybe this one will be my last post, or not. Let's see how I feel about this.

Negative Nancy

Okay so I don't quite appreciate the way I ended my last entry (about the coworkers hating me). I mean why would I think that anyway right? I should be confident! Ha! Look at me I'm acting as if people are already reading my stuff. Two entries in one day? Ridiculous. Oh the wonderful delusions... Anyway, I'm super sick today actually I've been exceptionally sick ALL week. I just sneezed by the way. Oh so I want to train myself to not be so negative. You know I find myself being the term Chris Crocker so brilliantly put it, a "Negative Nancy" and it has to stop here. I will be a Realistic Rita from now on! I need to stop blogging in such close succession haha or else you people will think I have no life... hehe... *ahem*

P.S. I look SO old in my profile picture. Like a mother or something but seeing as I never look decent and my nose likes to take over everything on my face, I shall not be taking new pictures until I'm presentable (Ha! Like that will happen soon).

Shut up Negative Nancy! I'm having such a hard time avoiding her!

Nat

And so it Begins...

So I don't even know if I capitalized that title correctly. I'm being extremely irresponsible right now because I'm at work and of course, blogging. This is my first one, obviously, and I would like to place the blame completely on Kat Dennings whose blog is absolutely amazing. I just found out about it and decided to begin reading from her really old blogs all the way back when she was kind of starting out. I know, I'm a freak. Anyway, another reason why I started this is so that I can have some sort of vessel to expel all the crap that's constantly swimming in my head (there isn't much there anyway) and of course to alleviate my boredom, which remains a constant companion to me. I'll have you know I don't speak like this at all in person. I'm an illiterate fool who doesn't understand the value of proper grammar in everyday speech. No seriously, I am. Hahaha, anyway, I'm pretty boring and definitely not as interesting as Kat Dennings. And oh my God I really feel the need to put this one thing in, well my coworkers and I have declared that we have lunch and let me just say it is amazing how some people can be so...irksome for a lack of a better word. Anyway they probably hate me.

P.S. Who in their right mind thinks it's appropriate to look over the shoulder of their coworker while they are on the computer, rest their chin on the top of their coworker's chair and place their feet on the bottom of said chair so that it's harder for the person to move? Ia she a freak? I think so.

She's the same person who said it smelled like ham in the hallway...enough said.

Nat